chain of thoughts, there he is!
November 2nd, 2008 by lunchboxlove27..If you continue to idealize your beloved one, you’re finally likely to be disappointed.
that was one of the lines i read on my daily chinese horoscope here on friendster. don’t argue with me, i’m a believer! haha. i love astrology and palmistry!
Well i’m not really creating this blog for nothing. i mean i really don’t care if someone will read it! well thanks in advance for those who will.
The topic? well. i can make this as my diary right? and right now, i’m feeling well dissapointed because of that horoscope. i woke up this young evening and find myself staring at nowhere and feeling that something’s going wrong. well whoala! it happened. and kind of think of it. it was exactly the guy in my mind that is responsible for the horoscope! think i am that stupor for someone who doesn’t even know my surname? yeah. well come on. all of us have our own fantasy. and that is to be with whom we fantasize. right guys?
could i just say the name of this guy so that we’ll know? yeah. of course. it’s spencer smith. drummer of P!ATD. well at first sight of him at the podium here in manila, i don’t know! i was all wet when i suddenly felt warm when they appeared! haha. who wouldn’t be anyway. but you know what? I’m still hanged over with FOB and still i blame myself for not seeing them closer at MOA. see? we’re at the podium and they’re all i’ve got now but my thoughts flew back again!
back to him, and then. hahahaha! i just can’t help myself laughing when we try to talk to those 4 hot guys sweating infront of us. jhon would wave back, ryan would act like he’s searching for his lost grandpa, brendon wouldn’t know what to do with all the greetings he recieve, and lastly, spencer would smile back to us and give us a strange look that says, “men! people here are out of their mind!”. and i won’t forget how he treats the fans who wants his last autograph., he would be going the non-stop famous, ” how are you??, nice to meet you!”. haha. and i think he heard me, i keep on staring at him and gave me again that pretty odd look.
ok.finish with that. again! the big night at the big dome! that’s was the never ending August 14, 2008. men, i can’t believe i went to see them live playing! a lot of fun had met us that night. and still i miss patrick. ok! haha. first they’ve got crowned king for us, before the main event. my, having the vocalist of crowned king made me think that tall people have really long arms span. is that what they call it? anyway. there!. we’ve got the main event!. i really dont want to discuss it. but maybe the unforgetable ones. there! brendon started talking at the middle of the show telling the crowd that he loves the philippines and wants to comeback here for sometime. there and then, i started hearing familiar beats that is close to my heart. my. i realize it was live and it was him playing the drums for lying is… i couldn’t say something coz i was really amazed of what was happening. i just saw myself singing my favorite song.
then they bid goodbyes. and i felt contentment again. wow. looking at the ticket again., it holds all those wonderful memories nobody can never take. it could take a big amount of money but i tell you, when you love and crazy about something, motivate yourself to seek for it; witness it with your naked eyes as much as possible, then all will come out very worth it than what you expect. 
indeed. i should have my goodbyes too! it’s been a long story! haha. till then!
i still love ‘em! rickster and spence! XP
